today i got 2 things to do..
1st wish kw yi lu shun feng...cos he go genting..haha
2nd is wish zs tmr de TP..JYJYJY~ u can pass!!!

haha..juz now went to bai bai wit him at the temple opp nan chiau pri.then pei him walk back cp lohz..dun say i buay steady hor..haha..yesterday went to sign line and get myself my 2nd dream phone..woohoo!! SAMSUNG SOUL!!! but sad la..if i got money i sure get F480 lohz..haiz..nvm..tis 1 i oso like..haha =D

friday psa de few of us(mi chai zs kw chest nic yc) and hazel carol weiling and vanessa go back nchs.visited xiang lao shi,mdm chow and miss tan.wanted to find miss oh but find bu dao her lohz..sianz..then go nyp lohz..eat jap food again..haha..I WAN PRATA LA!!PRATA IS THE BEST IN NYP LIAO LOHZ..haiz..then go IT fair find jon and jer lohz..then go sing k wit zs kw and lijing..she suddenly jio us sing..haha..then after tat go home liao..

sianz la..i dunno how to make up stories for my PP lehz..going to start school liao..MORE SIANZ...I WAN LONGER HOLIDAYS!!!

my fate..my life..been like tis for going to 19 years..
trying to work hard to get wat i wan but i noe there will not be any result shown
wants to lead a normal life but always couldnt make it..
wan to live on but does not hav motivation and directions to follow
all tis can lead mi to commit suicide soon..but i do not wan to..
yes i admit life sux..but i wish to see whether there is ANY beautiful things tat is worth for mi to discover and motivation for mi to live on..haiz..

i think i shall isolate myself and leave everything outside..
and not care about the outside world and hide in my shell if i have 1
have a hearts tat is as hard as steel so that i wont getting emotional easily
a mind tat is strong tat can stop being an idiot and care so much
a facial expression tat no 1 could tell wat emotion i having now.
juz like a dead man...need not care the outside world
and leave tis misery world..where its about money and power...

wahahahaha...i got back my lappy liao..finally dun need to lend lappy from kw zs and chest liao to do my PP le =X haha..morning go take lappy wit chai and fish.then go clementi ite eat laska and fried rice.not bad wor..zg recommendation not bad wor..haha..then go up his class play dota xD so fun~ after tat his break liao we stay at canteen wait for his last lesson b4 going back home.THIS IS THE PART TAT IS WORTH WAITING....THE DAO KIAS "mention by zg" guo ran live up to their name sia..1 veri chio and 1 veri cute..onli bad thing is tat they abit look like ah lian..haha..then zg go up class we sit there see =X no la..play psp while waiting for his class to end..sianz..then go kovan wait for chai buy shoe and eat jap food jiu head back sk liao.wanted to sign new line and get my samsung soul BUT if trade in my k800i onli got $100 value in the end still need to pay $148 =.= so never sign lohz..MY 2ND DREAM PHONE..WHEN CAN U BE MINE??? =(

juz feeling veri down recently.went to play bball yesterday.i guess everything will come to an end soon i guess..will concentrate on my PP and building up.RAHS!!!LIFE SUX!!!

tis whole week is like quite a gd feeling for mi eh?haha..Tue bball wit ivan they all.5v5..although lose but i think tat it is the game i have been soloing but then oso at the same time gaining experience.oso sprain dao my thumb cos ivan pass too hard for mi to handle =.=.which hai mi never go gym and cannot inform chai abt it cos his hp go for repair.then wed go watch money not enough 2 wit yao nic jon chest jer at the cathay.DAM FUNNY and TOUCHING SIA..HUI GE IS SUPER CUTE AND FUNNY.i think that tis movie he realli act super well.guess he will be famous soon ba?then the grandma wei le her grand daughter giv up her life to giv the blood to her grand daugther which she ownself need it.the daugher in law veri bad..mark lee oso treat her wife veri bad loh..i think her wife is the best criteria of finding a wife de,at least its for mi..haha..its a veri worth it show to watch..yesterday pon MCB then go chest house first to play bball in the morning,afternoon go kw house learn how to play musician wit his keyboard.i figured out some note on how to play liao.so 2 hrs let mi learnt around 1/2 of the song.then go zs house bake cake lohz.bake 2 cake.1 is for father cos today is his birthday!1 is for mi and zs..take a small piece to giv to someone..haha xD today morning went school wit serene again.then go mac and buy breakfast and we walked to school.whole day super slack?haha.play cs la all tis.then take photos! haha.. tis whole week is a veri life rox moment for mi!! nan de hor? cos life is always sux for mi BUT juz not tis week man! xD

last but not least.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!U R SO DAM LUCKY TAT YOUR BIRTHDAY FALLS ON TODAY!ITS THE OLYMPICS OPENING xD

after school went to zs house to bake cake.go buy ingredients then set off to his house.process was still fine.onli abit messy and the part tat says cut 4 layers zs go cut 4 slices.haha..but overall i think not bad..woo~ first attempt abit off but still edible.i can say tat we r talented!wahahaha..on the way home saw jon yz yao and dunno yz fren i think,let them try then onli jon and yz tried.comment:cake hard but taste alright.haha..then put the cake outside to linda.ask linda for comment she say not bad too..70/100..wahahaha.how can we not say we talented xD will work harder de xD

singing wit cousins were fun today.haha..first time we sing together..so fun~ i joke around..my cousin(pohlian) she wan sing bei pan..then i wan try xiao jing teng de voice.i go sing..my cousin(huiping) laugh like siao..haha..then sing kelly version de bei ai de nu ren.i use girl voice.they both laugh again..haha..so fun~ then finish le go home.stay at home nth to do.so go emo by playing bball alone.then saw waikiat then play together and oso chat lohz.then when he leave benjamin jiu come.haha.play match wit him.dio trash.haha nvm..wan go back then zs called ask i still playing ma=.= hai mi mus go back again.sianz..play wit benjamin and his bro..lose all the game.cant even win 1 match.wth.sibei jialat =.= then went home.rahs..dun wanna mention wat happen at home..make my blood pressure high and boiling!!


sianz..how i wish i could control time and not let time control mi.not saying im emo la even though i say until i realli like emo like tat -.- juz feel tat in tis world there is like NOTHING that makes me wanna say life rocks!NOTHING!!!

morning went to anchorvale cc gym..environment not bad sia.swimming pool over there oso open liao xD hehe..means can go there swim le haha..after tat eat lunch and went back to school?band have investiture but i never go up cos i still wearing the attire when i go gym?so walk around school to feel back the same old times we hav in NC.miss the times of after school play bball.went home bath go K lohz..woo~ got lin you jia new song..then sing lohz..after tat go hougang mall awhile jiu mrt home liao.sianz..tmr(which is today) going to k lunch wit cousins~ woo... ned is leaving.wish him all the best and hope his students can be like us!lively and hav lots of fun at japan!best is if he can see yui then help mi get her autograph =X haha xD

1 and 2 weeks to go..and holiday i should be veri busy chionging pp ba..haiz..i juz wan a simple and relaxed life..but i always have complicated stuff happening to mi..y life is so unfair to mi!!!haiz..

Went to school wit serene today.go her house that bus stop find her then take bus together lohz.haha.then we still went to mac even though we r late =.= i thought she wan to eat mac so i pei her go mac.in the end she hav the same thinking as mi,she thought i wan eat mac so accompany mi go =.= nvm..then we both buy le go school lohz.haiz..feeling so useless again today.i cant find wat is neutron detector.thx serene for help.everytime is u help mi de!feel so guilty lohz..haiz..im juz simply useless.wat to do..haiz..then lesson finish i sleep in class.i wake up jiu onli left mi jingjie and serene.then leave classroom together and i went to meet those going for movie de ren lohz.Meet Ned outside the movie theatre then he call us go in first cos his fren haven come.Btw Mummy 3 tomb of the dragon emperor is nice!dun believe wat the melanie oliveiro rate!she sux at rating sia..1 popcorn out of 5.See liao make mi du lan..nvm..i like the show anyway..quite funny.haha.then take pic wit ned and he go off first then we chill outside the cathay until 10 jiu go home liao..

im trapped in a deep hole now..trying to pull myself up but i cant..haiz..


last but not least..happy birthday xiang ting..although i post here abit late..but still..all the best for your FYP tis year and wishes come true!